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    Well things with Ray and I are looking good. I'm so thankful that him and I are able to keep communication open. In the past I have not experience that with other people that I have dated. This time around I want communication to be key. For me, communication is key whether it would be good or bad. With communication we will be able to talk about anything and work out any issues that may arise.

    Ray has been such a great source of support. I have some funds coming in but not as much as I would like. Everyday I apply for jobs relentlessly to increase the funds coming in. With all my heart, soul and physical body I want to be able to pull my weight. Ray has been nothing but supportive, understanding and loving. This is by no means the main reason I am with him. However, it is one of his major qualities. In the past my other relationships have not been all that supportive. I wish I could do more then I can currently. Right now I'm a little bummed out that I can't seem to find a job but I am very hopeful that something would come up.

   With working it would relieve so much stress on me and Ray. Even though Ray is much more supportive it still makes me feel sad that I can't do as much as I want to do. There are events, concerts, shopping,basic amenities that I am struggling to be able to pay. I want to be able to do these things, pay bills, have fun, take the stress off of Ray, have money in the bank to get our own place one day. 

   I know that this too shall pass. I know I will get a job sooner then later to do my share. I just hope that it is sooner rather then later.
I just want to thank Ray so much for all you do. It does not go unnoticed and I appreciate it more then you know. I love you for all that you do and have done. Now I want to be able to do the same for you :)


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October 2012

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